Trust
What is trust?? Telling him every single detail and the truth is isn’t enough? What more does he want? I tried my best but still he doesn’t trust me. Do I really have to lie only he will trust me? I told the truth and still he doesn’t trust me because I didn’t tell him on the spot but yet i still did. I’ve waited for him for almost half a year and now he is telling me that he don’t know how to trust me. From that sentence i had lost confidence in myself, it really did hurt me. I thought that after all I have tell him, he would understand and would not misunderstand or misjudge me in future. I hope that he will not suspect me on anything because what I do, I do it openly. I never lie and never cheated on him nor anyone in my whole entier life before. I wouldn’t take a relationship as a joke, but still he doesn’t trust me. I’ve done my best and its up to him to trust me or not. Being honest and loyal to him is my way of working things out, telling him who i’m out with and all isn’t it enough? I’ve not complain when i’ve ask him who is he out with and all he can tell me is just "friend". I don’t know who is that friend and what are they like? He never tell me plus he doesn’t want to. If this goes on I really don’t know how long can this relationship last? Its his choice now, I won’t say a word, and I won’t make any move. He doesn’t appreciate my doings then don’t blame me if one day what ever his thinking is, comes true.
