Worst Night Mare have arrived
Friday, March 10th, 2006recently i feel that i got cursed by someone or was it call bad luck? everything in my life now really turn the other way round.. i just want some air to breath and its so hard for me to even have one.. everything just did not turn how it was suppose to be..
Things that did not turn out well:
1) i drive a car and i got into an accident
2) i walk to college and i got robbed
3) i stay at home and i fall sick
4) i study for my test and i still fail it for the 2nd time
5) i wipe my glasses and it broke into two
6) i want to make him happy ended up we argue
7) what is next??
all this had happen to me not even a month and it just hit me and i really want to prevent it from happening but how can i do so? i just want a peaceful life and not a horrible life like this.. i just want to do sumthing very simple but it is just so so hard for me… y is life so unfair? when will this bad luck leave? watch a simple movie with him also there is always something blocking me from doin it? y? y me? i dun get it? what have i done? is this karma or wat? if it is then can somebody tell me what have i done? and now i’m having a week holiday which i don’t know what am i goin to do except for finishing up my assignment… i just want to spend my time with him but he is always busy with many things.. when i wanna go out with my frens its so hard for me to even hang out with them.. there is something blocking me from what ever i want.. am i thinking too much or what?? if i’m not then y is this happening to me all in one short?? i really feel so stressful about.. i want a peaceful life and please someone help me up!!